AGuest From the last page..."To the contrary, dear Glad (peace to you, as well, dear one): it's the little people who DON'T contend for such but merely walk by faith, and so receive the "reward." The "big" people are those who, perhaps like you... think God's owes THEM something (rather that realizing that it's them who owe HIM... for the sacrifice of His Son... by means of which YOU can live, just like the "little people.")"
Thank you for trying to straighten me out but I am afraid you have mistaken me for someone else. I do not believe that there is a god who talks to humans or offers them anything more than they already have, that is a short, uncertain life on earth. If the universe is pervaded by a powerful invisible intelligence it would be too important to discuss its plans with me.
The idea that my ego is large enough to allow me to think that such a being owes me something is preposterous beyond words. The idea that such a being would owe me something if I walked by faith is even more alarming. If we have enough faith or belief in anything, the mind is capable of making our hope an internal, subjective, reality.
Whether a king, queen, pauper or gladiator all humans are little people. Unable to accept this, some entertain the idea of a personal god that will talk to them if they have enough faith and that faith leads to everlasting life. It’s a big and ambitious plan for people who cannot accept the insignificance of their existence. I envy you your illusion. You should treasure it for reality is not so gentle or rewarding.